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Saturday, December 31st 2005 | 10:49am
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So I have two weeks to move out of the place I'm staying at
I'm looking for someone who wants to share a house or an apartment
Pretty much be roommates
Let me know if you're interested
Matt Hutchings
248-802-7583
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Wednesday, December 28th 2005 | 1:41am
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so 2006 is coming soon
and what I want ALL of you to do is
post a comment of youre favorite memory with me this year
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Monday, November 21st 2005 | 8:54pm
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I LOVE YOU MATT ON THE COBBBBBBBBBBB
<3<3<3
LOVE YR GLFD
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Sunday, October 9th 2005 | 9:04pm
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Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything.
Post anonymously.
Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like. One faceless wonder to another.
But if you have something to say, just say it. Whoever you are.
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Friday, July 15th 2005 | 12:16pm
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Remember my old livejournal ?
and how i was constantly whining and bitching about how bad things sucked ?
the point in this new lj was trying to get away from that
and ive been happy since then, with cortney, and my friends, and the people im staying with
but today has kicked me in the ass
and right now i pretty much hate myself again
i was a fool for thinking i could ignore the part of myself thats fucked up
after sleeping in cars and stores, and going without food, you become content with barely scraping by
today i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror
im so sick of me
i feel like im a burden to everyone
i feel like all these people care about me, and all i give them in return is my moody bullshit
i feel like the guy that people associate with because they pity him
oh i know how it is. theres matt again. looking for a place to live. theres matt again. playing some emo song and whining about how bad his life sucks.
you think i dont know what people say about me ?
well im fucking sick of it.
im sick of being the guy everyone comes to with their problems
im sick of holding what i feel inside of me because im too scared ill lose my friends
im sick of being the guy thats fucked up on the inside and cant stand to show it to anyone
well im showing all of you right now
I AM A FUCKING PETHETIC EXCUSE FOR A HUMAN BEING AND YOU ALL KNOW IT BUT ARE TOO POLITE TO SAY IT
well go ahead
comment on this post and tell me what you hate about me
i promise i wont get mad at anyone
this might even help me remember who i really am
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Saturday, July 9th 2005 | 10:09am
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COMMENT IF YOU'RE GOING
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Friday, July 1st 2005 | 2:31am
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Thank you to julie, jennifer, cortney, and becca for apparently being the only people that care to read my livejournal
you guys are awesome :)
im going to post one more time after this, and that will probably be the last time
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Monday, June 27th 2005 | 12:08am
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3 MONTHS PEOPLE
CORTNEY AND I HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR THREE MONTHS
AND I CANT REMEMBER A TIME WHEN IVE BEEN THIS HAPPY
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way
because I don't know any other way of loving
but this, in which there is no I nor you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep
it is your eyes that close
I LOVE YOU
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Sunday, May 22nd 2005 | 10:21am
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Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything.
Post anonymously.
Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like. One faceless wonder to another.
But if you have something to say, just say it. Whoever you are. |
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Tuesday, May 17th 2005 | 5:52pm
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FRIENDS CUT
1. YOU DON'T COMMENT
2. WERE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE
3. YOURE A WHINY BITCH
THIS WILL BE MY LAST POST THIS WEEK, IM MAKING THE CUTS SATURDAY
COMMENT TO BE KEPT
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Tuesday, May 17th 2005 | 2:57pm
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She comes to me when I'm feelin' down
Inspires me without a sound
She touches me and I get turned around
She's got a way of showin'
How I make her feel
And I find the strength to keep on goin'
She's got a light around her
And ev'rywhere she goes a million
Dreams of love surround her ev'rewhere
She's got a way about her
I don't know what it is
But there doesn't have to be a reason anywhere
Ok so.
New/old shitty computer with Windows 95 on it.
It has the earliest version of AIM possible
IM me at xlike the lastx if you want to talk to me
If I'm not online all IMs get forwarded to my cell
If I don't respond I'd say it's safe to assume I'm either not there or you're a bitch and I dont want to talk to you
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Wednesday, May 11th 2005 | 12:04am
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COMMENT
AND POST ABOUT YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY THAT YOUVE SHARED WITH ME
TELL ME WHAT I MEAN TO YOU
(maybe this will help me remember the times when i could wake up in the morning and know that everything was going to be just fine)
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Tuesday, May 10th 2005 | 11:46pm
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THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO CAME OUT TO THE CCA TONITE TO SEE ROOT BEER CHASER
BE SURE TO COME CHECK US OUT AT CLUTCH CARGOS ON THE 22ND, COMMENT IF YOU WANT TO BUY TICKETS
PHOTOS OF TONITE WILL BE POSTED LATER
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Tuesday, May 10th 2005 | 3:23pm
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once upon a time there was this girl. she was kinda sad because some stupid boy was being mean to her. then she went to a show with her best friend and saw this really cool boy who dressed like a girl. she liked the boy immediately. they hung out that night and decided to see eachother some more.
a week or two later, before the boy left for a long trip, the boy asked the girl if she would like to be his girlfriend. the girl said yes. and they kissed. and ever since then, the girl has made a difference in the boys life. he doesnt have to remember to smile anymore. the boy walks through the halls of school, not even looking at the other girls because he knows he has the best there is. he tries to figure out how he can show her how much she really means to him. but for now, the boy is going to take care of the girl, and always be there for her.
he isn't going to ever leave her and he wakes up every day hoping that this will never end.
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Monday, May 9th 2005 | 6:14pm
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Be there.
Or else.
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Friday, May 6th 2005 | 2:51pm
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FUCK
today
friends
bitches
the million little things that are pissing me off
work
i find myself wishing this daywould end more than anything
save me
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Thursday, May 5th 2005 | 3:25pm
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Please use my body while I sleep
My lungs are fresh and yours to keep
Kept clean and they will let you breathe
If I could I would shrink myself
and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
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